So.. recently I had stopped a friendship I had with a online friend of mine, it seems so silly to get so attached to an online friend but we had been friends for about 6 years, I thought of him as my brother and I shared everything with him, I used to have parent issues and hate my sister, so you can imagine we chatted 24/7, not only that but we had so many things in common, we were both aroace, both Chinese, both of our favorite foods were matcha icecream, both bdays in November, and so on, I stopped being friends with him because we had one big argument kind of and we both just went silent.. I just assumed we weren’t friends anymore and cut him off due to all the stress he caused me, and I don’t regret my decision, but looking back on it we both had problems and did bad things in our friendship & I miss him terribly, I’m sad that he’s gone but sometimes not all the right decisions will feel like the right decisions and I hope he genuinely becomes successful and happy in life