honestly, I don't even know why I'm like this .. ever since I graduated from high school I cant really seem to do a single thing in college. The thought of writing a singular paragraph is too hard. And I have a HUUGE trouble with socializing or communicating. Taking a comm class bc of requirements but srsly, why TF is that even a thing? I hate talking. I'm an idiot too, I can't even seem to follow instructions given or try hard enough bc I'm that burnt out. Or maybe because I just see the point of trying anymore. I don't know. I'm just really overwhelmed with this class and I don't want to drop it either bc the amount times I've already dropped other classes. I'm scared of talking and taking criticisms. I hate getting bad scores and results. I hate that I don't have the ability to understand things faster or clearly than others. I don't even have a job either and my dad just forces me to finish college faster so I can get to university. It's bullshit. I can't do anything!!!!!!!!!