Dear my childhood ex best friend, You were a terrible friend to me. But I mean it was middle school and everyone is the worst version of themselves in middle school. I just wanted to say if I hadn’t been excluded all those times and looked down on my entire future would be different I would have a different school on my diploma and we would probably be just as close now as then. But that’s not what happened thought wasn’t it? I felt isolated I was extremely depressed. I felt so dumb and I didn’t have any friends in any classes and I felt like whenever we talked I was being judged on my stupidity so I transferred school I started over. And when I told you i felt like you just said “ok? “ and we aren’t even talking anymore which sucks because i really felt like we were siblings. I remember talking with your parents and joking with your brother and everything. But I guess blood does run thicker than water. Anyways I wanted to reach out because I need closure andmaybeyoudotoo hopeufindpt2