Absurdity? Absolutely. It's absurd that I have to go through the amount of b s that I do daily. When I speak my feelings (especially to those who want me to listen to them) they'll just blow or tell me "what do you want me to do about it" or "there's nothing I can do about it". Or that's life. But when it's them, I never say that stuff. I straight up told em I just want someone to listen sometimes like i do you . All they had to say was some mumbling gibberish. BECAUSE THEY KNOW ITS TRUE. I hate one sidedness. Some of my fam are so bad for that.