Istg I hate being the "happy silly friend!!" I literally can't be upset at all. "Why is [name] being so nonchalant" because I'm fucking tired of this shit and want to say something but not one of you actually gaf about my problems. If I even try to vent you just stare at me like I've grown a second head and go silent, but if someone else in the friend group vents you immediately go to comforting them. Why can't I be unhappy??? I have just as many shitty problems as you! Why can't you stop thinking of me as the happy friend and start thinking of me as a person who needs help just as much as everyone else?