I'M TWEAKINGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! I feel like such an annoyance to my friends and I cant even rely on them to communicate to me whenever they are annoyed with me since one of them literally just ignores whoever is bothering them, the other flat out will never say anything unless you mention how what they did hurt you, and the other will just continuously grow distant until you separate yourself (trust me, I know. I dated the bastard). but its driving me crazy how no one says anything when I say something in our gc but whenever anyone else says anything people immediately respond. I hate it. No one told me about an insta gc they all made one day without me and hid it from me too and I'm still pissed about it. it doesn't help that I roped myself into a 2 year long d&d campaign with them. I'm just tired of being an afterthought with everything. I want to delete every trace of me ever existing and run away.