i just started a job and sometimes i hate being introverted. people always tell introverts to talk more/be more extroverted but we dont go telling extroverts to shut up. all my coworkers are older than me and im not sure i can find something to relate to them. theyre all married, have children like things or watch shows i dont like. i feel lonely, depressed and feel like im being judged. for my job im also supposed to go to other hospitals and ive heard people arent nice over there. it makes me miss my friends who all live far which i was planning on having a dinner party form my birthday but work is draining me and my schedule is fucked.