So I'm Hellenistic idk how to properly spell it but basically I believe in multiple gods/goddess mainly the Greek gods and I worship a deity named Hecate. (If you don't know her look her up she's really cool) but most of my family is Christian and currently the only people who know that I'm a Hellenistic are my dad and one of my too many damn cousins I'll call M my dad prays to Lucifer and M is Christian and has been their whole life but is kinda open minded about other religions but nobody else in my family knows and the few of my friends that do know think I'm joking about it which annoys me bc they're mainly Christian and are perfectly fine with other religions, but think I'm joking about praying to Greek gods/goddess I just feel like if I did tell my family that I wasn't Christian that they would treat me worse than they already do bc they already treat me and my brother like sh1t just bc we're my dad's kids and I'm scared for what will happen if they find out I'm not Christian.