Idk what I'm doing with life my studies are rigged..... I feel like a loser with no life ..... Relationship with family is not good..... I just feel like drifting away from everyone even myself..... I just want to end everything but I don't have the courage to do so.... Even the thought of it makes me feel guilty it's just feels like I did nothing but been burden and a waste for my family..... The things that I dreamed about are all shattered, not like km rich enough to do my own thing..... I've been just a waste of my own life..... I just want to be free.... Idk my family are good an supportive regarding everything so why am I .... Maybe the financial stability is holding me back but that's just me finding ways to hold me back im self aware and at the same time idk what to do..... I just don't know anything atp.... I just dk