When I was 9 I was sexually abused by my cousin I've lived with this for 7 years in a constant state of avoidance and hurt, I'll never forget what happened that night. I remember the next morning my aunt asked me if she did anything that night because a kid or 2 kids said she was being weird and I lied and said no even though she did but I mean what was I meant to say yes she did that to me anyways fast forward to now my madre tells me that I don't have a choice but to go to their house for 4th of july this is geniuely terrible I dont know why she would do this and she was like oh you can hang out with your cousin and its not her fault I didn't tell her literally how could it, anyways this entire situation is making me want to kms I've alr relapsed what's the point