I am so confused about my career right now Idk what I wanna do I have passion for art, creating, painting and designing stuff But I won't get the chance to pursue this My talent is useless I wish I was good at studies instead of art Then maybe I could have gone to med school and made my parents proud But I suck at academics all I wanna do is paint and paint all day but that won't make my career I am just a burden now I am just so dumb that I can't even crack an entrance exam and go to a good college with less fees I don't think my family will pay for expensive colleges I wonder what is my purpose What can I even building my career on My rant does not even makes any sense I am just yapping whatever I feel like I just wish I could have been better in academics like everyone else is What is the use of my talent anyways I more I feel like painting the more I hate it I don't know what will happen to me in the next few months