I am genuinely a bad boyfriend. I don't know how to change, but I want to. I love my boyfriend so much. I don't want to hurt him. I know the relationship will probably end, just like all the others. I don't know why I break up with people I love. I just leave earlier so it doesn't hurt in the long run. I don't wanna break up with him but I don't want to hurt him in the future. I always lose feelings after a bit and realize I made a mistake breaking up with them. I don't want to hurt anyone else so why bother dating anyone atp. I love him, I want a future with him, but I don't know if I can give him that.