I watch my mom get to go out with her friends and bs and I watch my little sister get to go to parties with her friends, meanwhile I’m just here. In the house always all alone. I want to kill myself. I hate my life so much, I hate how hard things are for me, I hate this feeling of jealousy and loneliness, I hate how much I don't have it like everyone else. I hate my life very much and I wish I was dead. I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish it could all just go away.