Rant #5707

I wish I can kms I wish my razor was sharper I wish I can see her again I wish she cared about me I wish I wasn't so ugly I wish I didn't talk to way I do I wish I was better at my hobbies I wish I had a better life I wish I didn't get jealous whenever I sat down for dinner with my friends family and realize that my family isn't normal I wish I didn't forget most of my childhood I wish I didn't hurt so many people I wish I was dead I wish I didn't have a gore addiction at 6 I wish I didn't have a porn addiction at 9 and I wish I processed all my truama before and didn't have to deal with it all at once bc I was stupid I wish she would've gotten that a no is a no I wish they loved me I wish I had a better life I wish things went my way