My parents are homophobic so I never planned on coming out to them and very abusive so like this one time when my dad found out I had a crush on someone (they aren't accepting of those kind of things) he literally was gonna k!ll me like actually he had to hold him self back (at the time I convinced my self to like a boy but later I realized I was lesbian not bi) anyways so my mom told me to give her my phone and I've been dating this girl she's not just a girl she's my world she makes me so happy even if sometimes I wish she'd care Abt me and my feelings more but idk I think she has bpd (not saying that In a mean way but I'm just saying maybe that's why she treats me like that) so when my mom found out she got so mad and called me disgusting and inhumane or satanic bc I like girls as a demigirl so she took away YouTube and Instagram or any social media from me shes forcing me to go to religious schools at summer she didn't tell my dad so that's why I'm still alive I wish I wasnt