My mom is the tough person who doesn't cry, even when her grandmother died or when she got kicked out,she's the kind of mom who loves but doesn't shows it, I mean sometimes I think she's controlling since I'm not even aloud outside by myself, I get she's scared, she has trauma from her past that I only know part of, what I'm trying to say is that I love my mom dearly and I'm worried, she's gotten put in the hospital multiple times for stress reasons, I watched them all, she has bad trust issues, sometimes can't even trust me, I care about her I'm just worried, she's bounced off boyfriends every year never finding love, mostly just for a year, I get her, she was abused as a child, genuinely more than that, I just want her to find someone she trusts, she can't depend on no one anymore, I look at the world, much more elder men usually just use women, I wish my mom wouldn't have to worry about that, no therapy for her because she is "ok", I promise when I get older, we won't be poor again.