My partner is ignoring me when I have been nothing but nice,blocking me and our friends. And they are in a different country for the summer so I can’t help them. We are both struggling with depression but only they got help. Constantly saying “Just let me go” and “I will make u hate me before I kms so you don’t miss me.”. I hate myself & the only thing that will make me feel better momentarily is s/h,sleeping, and monster. What do I do I love them and they say they love me but I’m so numb I can’t take it.