its my bdyy tdyy june 14 2026 i turned 17 and i just fell so empty , not mad not happy , just empty , lost and dissapointed i dont relly know why . i just feel that there is something missing , someone ? some kind of thing and feeling that i cant describe .like imagine it being ur birthday and all of a sudden no one knows who u r ? they dont specialize the date as you do when its theres and like instaid of them atlease saying hbdy they forget u exiest im not talking about friends or lovers here even tho they did ? but your family? like wtf??sr u sure this is home ? like my friends mom greeted me and me and her and my friend made cake n stuff and im so fking grateful to have her but my family bro? +there are many stuff and i just cant say it all here but this is literlly 0.1% and i just feel so freaking tiredddddd i need someone to talk to , to vent out to , to reach to when i need ? to hug !!! i would take a small complement or any shit as a 4 floor hotel filled with flowers