im so sick of my parents they will find any chance they could to sabotage me. all i have right now is apathy, i cant care more. i will need to retreat because alll they do is saying wrong things to me. i must suffer in silence because nobody understands. i need to go and leave because i cannot thrive here. so i think my family has a weird animosity agaisnt me. im not their child. in my head im a successful individual with enough money to fund for myself. but now i am relying on my parents for stuff so i have to be under their tyranny. their teaching style suck. im scared of them. i've been suffering since fifth grade. I wanted die since fifth grade because of all the misery they caused me. i dont know if a person can have so much evil in them so they project it on their child. maybe if you are not capable of being a loving parents then don't have children. im mentally and emotionally drained from them. all i want to do now is cool down by myself. im tired and drowning. somebody help.