my bf was cheating on me and in the shower 2nite i wanted to cut again even though i quit back in march. i wanted someone to talk to (dw i didn’t cut again but i feel like im just going to drown this problem of my absence of feelings in weed and nicotine) like it’s not that i care about him, but him love bombing me and then the sudden change made my heart just rot in my chest. (a lot because we were going to go on a date tmmr)
frustration2 felt this