Ever since elementary i struggle with task paralysis, and i can't finish simple tasks easily not cause its too hard, but i simply can't grab a pencil to do a simple homework, it would take me so many hours to finally do the simple homework, this would go on for so many years and it genuinely ruined my life, it impacted my socials, mental health and physical health, i want vent to the people i trust, and it sounded stupid to them, school has become a nightmare because everyday they would give out tasks, and i can't sleep at night because of it, i don't think i can handle much longer, in which i actually feel death is peaceful, school is getting more difficult and i don't have time to heal.
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