I have such a good life. yet I want to give up. but I could NEVER put my mom through that again because she lost a family member to su1c1de. I would never recommit but I feel so guilty feeling like I want to commit. it's just a revolving loop. never ends. I don't even know why i get like this and it slowly drives me insane. I cant handle myself. I get like this then guess what? I'm completely fine again. I cant handle how bad my "mood swings" or wtv they are called are. so annoying. I love my life. and my family. idk it's just so stressfull. I have nobody to talk to about this and be taken seriously. anywya if you read this ty:) I love you don't give up.
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