How do I cope with mortality? How do I continue if everything I love will one day disappear, how do I live with knowing all I work towards won’t matter, how do I get out of bed every morning if I know I can’t escape death? I’m tormented by these thoughts. And the harder I look, the more I think about it, the more I find there is no answer. -There is no heaven -There is no second chance -There is no remembrance -There is nothing And that thought horrifies me. All I want is someone to talk to about these thoughts. Yet I’m here, screaming in to the void hoping this will somehow answer everything. I’m so tired.
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