Lately I’ve been feeling really down about everything. I feel I only have fake friends, and that they just bully me both physically and verbally. Whenever I try to vent to anybody they just tell me that other people have it worse and that I shouldn’t be complaining over such little Things when I’ve been holding these emotions in for 5 years without telling anyone. I feel like I have faked my interests and emotions for so long that I don’t even know if any of my emotions are real anymore. I just want to die and when I try to think of a reason to stay alive I just think of more reasons that I should die and I don’t know if any of my emotions are real and I need help and I just want to die and let it all be over
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