living lately is just getting so hard. i feel like i am just useless, like why am i still here? for months ive been getting part time jobs, any money i get going to me and my boyfriend. and finally i got a real full time job and as soon as they hire me it’s like everything comes crashing down, i feel like before i know it my family will be making excuses for me to quit. but this is my only chance for me to finally get money and move out. i want to confide in my boyfriend and tell him what’s going on but he is constantly stressed with military training and i already feel like what i go through is nothing compared to anyone else. i just want to leave this place, yet every chance i get it’s like i’m just trapped again.
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