. I feel useless and mean knowing losting everything is my fault. I shouldnt be selfish. I am perfect, nice, kind but why doesnt that make me feel better. I need someone insecure to bully. I need people to love me. I need someone to hold my hand and tell its okay. I dont even know myself. Am i selfish?, just insecure?, a meanie?, a dramatic person? Or am i just confused. I just wanted to feel better. I get jealous easily. They dont deserve it. I HATE EVERYTHING.
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