A random rant: I'm sorry I really am but I'm not at the same time. I'm not a bad person. I'm just tired of the bullshit. I can get through to a brick wall easier than I can to my fan. Sigh it's so exhausting. Makes me want to bang my head against the wall. And the Karen this morning jumped me out of bed again by her loud ass floor creaking. Funny when one of their other offspring stayed above me that never happened to that degree. Do they just not gaf? I'm really frustrated and tired of it. Other family don't care because it don't affect them. And at the same time other family won't come into direct contact with the Karen either because they're too passive and don't want to rock the boat so to speak while I deal with all the bullshit and run into her time to time unlike them. That's another reason I stay "stressed' as my fam says. "You stay too stressed " gee I wonder why 🤔 smh. They just don't have a clue what I deal with. You don't have to bring down the floor when u walk fat bitch