my fucking house is going on foreclosure and there's nothing i can do to stop it and my father won't get help, and the other option is to move to my grandmother's house, but she's mean and makes comments about my body and i genuinely will do anything to not go, and my house is so broken, and i miss showering and using the toilet like a regular person. also the day the house goes on auction is my friend's birthday party, so i either have to pack up that day or i can go, and i can't give them a clear answer and i feel so bad. i usually rant to one of my friends but i feel so bad and guilty for doing so.
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