Life has always been somewhat dry especially in case of relationships and sexuality....i am a good looking well built guy, 26 age, i am heteroflexible or can say bisexual but never been in a relationship...that isnt a big deal but it sucks..touch starved...never felt intimacy.....i am hard working, having goals but sometimes i think i need someone romatically or sexually.....was never okay with hookups and never done it.....tried in college....1-2 guys flirting, giving breadcrumbs but they would end up abusing me if i developed feelings for them..this thing hurts....other parts of life are okay but sometimes i feel being bisexual or something doesnt mean i will have more dating opportunities...the worst part ? i am okay with rejection....but everytime in some cases i start feeling, confess and so called men bring up things like i should be a man, this that...not all men but some men.....with girls i did not try much.....life feeels too lonely and i never understand how people get love