I actually admire those who have a good relationship with their dad. I wouldn't know what that's like with all the fucked up abuse ive received from mine or screwed over one way or another by them. Or physically had my life threatened by them. Hell mom even defended him and validated him abusing harming me and so did one of my relatives. What kind of fucking twilight zone am I living in??????? You just dont know what another human being has been through that you pass by in everyday life. YET I get called the crazy one. Im more sane than the lot of my so called family. At least I don't fucking harm abuse use manipulate gaslight people etc. Ugh. Not even sure words do it justice what or why I'm writing this I guess cuz it's just flowing out. They never had that shit done to them. But I'm the crazy one huh? The lazy one huh? The one who broke their fuckin back working for a company yet I'm the lazy one huh? I hate this fuckin place. Rather not have either name of my family either