Why do I hurt the people I love... Just because of my selfishness- how can he still love me after all the shit I did... My life falling apart and he's keeping me together and I hurt him- I don't know how he doesn't hate me- how... Is it my trauma that's flooding? Dads death? Best friend- dead... Grandpa dead- brother almost dying in hospital... All my mental health falling to shit- past relationships fucking me up... How is he here... Did my dad send him... Or just my luck-
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