i'm just pissed, i'm so fucking pissed all the time and i have nothing to take it out on. i don't want to hurt my friends, i love them. I cant yell at my parents or they'll take away the things that make me happy. I cant yell at my sister or she'll be wailing for my mum and then she'll come and yell at me for half an hour. My brother would shove me until I shut up. School makes me angry, my family makes me angry, the fact that i'm a teenager and i don't have a single room to myself makes me angry, how i'm always so envious of everyone. Always getting the short ass end of the stick in looks, personality and academics. I'm not fucking enough for this pathetic world so i'll go against it. I see the worst in everything and i cant help it. I have so much anger built up inside me and i cant help it. Why am i so much worse compared to everybody else ? Why do i get stared at by people in school like i'm wearing a dead animal on my head ? i don't get it. why do people hate me so much.