I just realized that what I give is not enough, not enough for everyone, full of anger when I suffer, even the person I love is tired, no matter what I do, he is still gone when he gives up, I just want to give myself up to death so I don't feel all the pain again, no one around me really understands me, my heart is broken, no matter who I am, I'm alone, everyone hates me, everyone doesn't like me because no one understands if there is someone they need, and I know that, I just want to die and disappear.