No matter what I go through it feels like my friends don’t care. They act like everything is fine and that I can handle it on my own, and then when things happen to other people in the group they all flock to them and help. Not saying my friends should be less supportive of each other but I’m hurt that they don’t care about ME. I was the one who got stuck in the troubled teen industry, I was the one who had to run away, I was the one who had to move so many times all on my own, and no one cared. No one gave a shit about my struggles. Not even when what I experienced was incredibly close to several other people in my group, they couldn’t care to give ME the time of day? Is it so much effort to not ignore me? Is it so much effort to tell me that you care? Is it so much effort to do more than the absolute bare minimum? I feel like the only person that cares about me is my gf, but even then, it feels like if someone else she likes more comes along things will end. everything ends.