Bro. I’m getting sick and tired of being the perfect eldest daughter. I’m fucking 18 and my parents literally gave a soft fucking life, A SPOILED ONE THEN THROW ADULT LIFE AT ME, and expect me to know how to do shit! Mind you’ the school system is shit! And students especially those who already graduated! Can’t even fucking read or have any comprehension skills to survive in real life, including me! And I blame the parents, the teachers, and system with this shit! Ai made our brains into mush and it’s sickening. Rn, I hate being the one who has to hold up being the role model for my little siblings. And everything’ like…why do I have be the one who always doing the most stuff, has to study, be respectful, be more modest, don’t be lazy, don’t be shit called me a motherfucker dumb ass, he always tired of my shit but I can’t tell him how I want to just disappear from this life, and never come back…