Am I a bad person? No I'm not actually not. I'll help about anyone anyway I can within means. But. Without saying though probably not been the best person in some areas lately. And I feel guilty for it. BUT. my fam have done me wrong in the past in similar ways. Unapologetically. Or just giving excuses. Like before I had money hidden in my room I was gone, I return find my room tore apart and then they tell me "we were just desperate". That still wasn't an apology ( them being on drugs looking for money for a fix). Tbh they've messed me over so many times not sure I could list it all in multiple posts. Like , for example, the one time we were all sent gift cards from my uncle n his partner for Christmas. Mine (I saw it despite them trying to hide it was $50) theirs had $100 or $200 not sure. Ok. THEY ABSOLUTELY REFUSED TO GIVE IT TO ME claiming "we're going to spend it (mine) on us all. What a lie. You know very well that wasnt right. They splurged buying whatever leaving me out.