I got made fun of by our school’s guest speaker during graduation night for the crime of not being pretty. I poured my soul out beforehand playing the national anthem. I work my ass off to be good at one thing in my life and all i ever get in return is pain and suffering. I’ve tried my entire life to be a good person and try my best to look good but at this point i think i just give up. I’ve been living with insecurity and self hatred my entire life and I just can’t take it anymore. I just don’t know what to even do anymore.