I'm frustrated. Why does he can get therapy and I don't? It's unfair. He touched me, he didn't even remembered that he did that to me, he verbally assaulted me. But he got therapy because of some bullshit, right? While I'm here, in a putrefacting state without even visiting a psychologist on my entire life, not even psiquiatrist, there wasn't ANY way I could vent about that, while he got to fix all that and become someone important, playing funding baseball. While I stay here, having my own character being ruined and forgotten by my so called loved ones, they forget things I claimed and then get mad when I'm visibly frustrated at them forgetting it. I just want to release everything.