Uhm so I'm getting tired of my friends and just everyone in general,, Every time someone talks to me, or they're nice to me it's either bc the want something from me or they're want to me as a place to dump all their problems on I'm so tired of pretending I'm interested, I'm so tired of pretending that I care when deep down I know I don't It makes me feel disposable because when I want some space they're quick to jump into conclusions and ask me if I'm angry.. like I'm about to be if you don't leave me alone Anyways, I'm always upset about something so it's not even their fault 90% of the time Sometimes someone opens up then they look at me like it's my turn to do the same ?? I'm not doing that I hurt myself regularly and I've tried ending but that was only once, last year. No one knows and it just stays with me.. Except for the self-harm part, everyone has something to say about it. I just want everyone to leave me alone and stop trying to "fix" me because I'm perfectly fine this way