i feel shitty, i hate myself and everyone, i feel like my friends hate me, i don't really like eating yet i eat till i almost gotta puke. I am so fat and ugly and so goddamn horny it makes me sick to my stomach. I don't want to feel that way, i don't wanna keep that secret. I just wanna dissapear so i don't need to put up with this guilt that is eating me up.
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