I just dont understand. Every time I get close to someone, I always get hurt. Whether its a friend or a boyfriend. Ive liked this guy for awhile and we had hungout yesterday. He, his older sister and her bf, and I hungout at his sisters and then they came to mine for the night where this boy made a move. He put his arm around me, held my hand, and we had an AMAZING time. We cuddled when we went to bed (he cuddled up to me first) and he stayed close. If I moved, he moved with me. He pulled me close and even kissed me. He is so sweet but.. he is 2 years younger than me. Which, I thought was a normal age gap but, it was too much for him. He didnt realize until after but he held my hand the entire day and stayed close and it went perfect, but a few hours after dropping him off, I wanted to make sure we were bf/gf as he asked to be official when we cuddled. He said he wanted to talk about it and that I was an amazing person but he didnt want to date older. I just wanna find my person.