I hate my life. It feels like the world is so accepting of me until I try to be myself. I wish Kurt Cobain was still here, he was someone who knew a lot about this type of thing. I have to hide my identity from even my closest friend because of the world we live in. Everyone I used to trust turns out to be homophobic. Why cant I just be what I want to be? Who is my happiness hurting? I don't know, and it seems like nobody else does either. As Kurt once said "I would rather be hated for who I am, then loved for who Im not." I wish I didn't rely on all these close people, so I could break free and finally start to understand who I am, instead of sitting here, questioning myself.
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