My marriage is failing. I have no friends or family to talk about it with but I'm literally drowning. One month ago I was happy thriving and now I want nothing to do with him. I'm miserable all the time sick to my stomach. We've been married 15 years and he started therapy and is becoming someone else. I feel exhausted lonely and like I can't trust him anymore. I am on anti depression medicine but my anxiety is through the roof and so is my depression and I just want to take my kids and run but I'm a stay at home parent and have no income. He works 60plus hour weeks and takes it out on me by ignoring me. He has decided I'll always be here no matter how lonely neglected and miserable I am so put all his energy into everything else and anytime I say something to anyone around me I'm told it's all my fault and he works hard. I'm not saying he doesn't but they also don't know half the shit he puts me through and would hate him if I told and I don't want that either.