i fucking hate everyone who plays online games and i hate myself because i hate it when people are toxic in chat and rage at me but when i'm losing i can't help myself but rage too and i tell my teammates bad things and i swear at them and i scream and i punch myself out of rage and god forbid they say something like lol or lmao or start making fun of my performance because every time im literally so unbelievably mad that i feel like i want to tear my limbs off and kill myself fuck you if you play overwatch