Every time I see a prejudice towards a minority I cry inside. Every time I'm treated as lesser for my nationality I feel betrayed and outcast for outcomes I actively voted against. Every time I scroll on twitter and see genocides in other countries or ICE being degenerates at home it makes me boil and want to do something. I can't drive. I'm too introverted to casually make new friends in real life. My area is too casual and disinterested in politics for me to do anything in my area, nor does anything really happen in it. Leaving the country forces me to risk dealing with people upset at me for my nationality like some of my online friends have been, but also staying means I risk staying closeted cause of over a century of normalized queerphobia. I'm sorry I can't fix this. I really wish it could stop and go away. I'm stuck in my parents' house with nothing to do. Bless their heart, but I know I can't stay here for forever. I'm so fucking scared. Please stay safe.