i feel like i always have it worser than everyone and feel no sympathy towards anyone, i always need attetion and lie about everything in my life just because i feel the need to do it. and when someone does have it worse i want my life to be like theirs. i cut in places where people van see so they ask me if im okay but then i never talk to anyone. i feel so empty all of the time. i feel like i need my life to be so bad i have reasons to commit.
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