im so lost,i cry for help but nobody comes,i hide it so people dont worry or call me an attention seeker. My mind is so full everything is a big clump and its never empty,i wish my mind could be as clear as glass. I wish i wouldnt blame myself for things i cant control. I wish i could keep quiet and just shut up forever. All ive been through all my pain i dig deep in my heart and cover it up since i know others have it worse,so i shut up.