I don't think people understand how exhausting it is to keep going when life just keeps knocking you down. I smile. I laugh. I show up. But behind closed doors, I'm fighting battles I don't even know how to explain. I'm tired of losing people. Tired of feeling like I'm too much and not enough at the same time. Tired of being the strong one when all I want is someone to be strong for me. Some days I don't need advice. I don't need solutions. I just need someone to notice that I am not okay.