TW: sa and suicide Im so scared im going to lose my partner. i love them so much and they mean everything to me. Shes suicidal and almost killed herself when she was only 8. her parents are abusive and make her feel like shit. its her job to take care of her younger siblings all the time. theyre homophobic and horrible. she was sexually assulted muliple times. even if she doesnt kill herself im worried her health issues will take her away from me. i dont know, all i know is i wont be able to be here without her and im scared. i cant tell my parents or anyone about this. i feel like theres so many things going in my life that no one will even know about and i cant tell anyone. im scared