I’m gonna kill myself soon I fear. I’m 2 months clean of self harm, but oh the pain I’m suffering makes me wanna do it. I can’t take it anymore. I’ve been abused verbally, sexually, and physically. What did I do to deserve this? Is it gods wrath for me being gay, for me sinning? I don’t understand why. I just want it all to be over. I don’t want the people I love to struggle tho…
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